Why even try

July 15, 2024

I don't even know anymore.

I'm living my life for others, not myself. It gets harder and harder every day and it's not even for me. If I die I'll probably just bother more people, so I don't.

All of my plans, my goals, my aspirations, is for others. Not a single one for me. Because what do I deserve really? It's better to go to someone else. I have no purpose no value, everything I do is for someone else, it doesn't matter nothing matters.