The world is testing my patience

October 16, 2024

(I'm keeping all of this super vague on purpose) What if you, wanted to just live in peace, but the world keeps throwing lemons at you.

Like, I don't even want the lemonade but I gotta make it and drink it, even if the lemons are rotten and full of maggots already :/

I never thought I'd find myself in a situation where not complying would actively make my life miserable, I promised myself it wouldn't happen again, but I guess I'm too much of a dumbass. It's like whatever man, I'd say I don't care anymore but I very much do care, very deeply, I just don't wanna bother anybody. I actually lied, I do gaf, please stop that.